GrandMa's Days Off

Since I am busy with helping my husband's project, I need a help from my mother to take care of the kids during the day. Sometimes, I hardly have any time to prepare their lunches or just to be with them during the day after they come back from school. I feel a bit guilty about this but my husband said that the kids are growing older and now it's time for them to understand that their mother need to work for awhile so can't be with them all the time. And that's exatcly the time when I need my mom to be with the kids. I don't trust any body to be with my kids. I don't have aby babysitter since the kids born. it is just a mother instinct that we should really keep our babies reach out from other people. But if it's my mom, I don't have the same feeling. Maybe because I trust her to be with my kids. And now, it's been few days since my mom has to go to other city. My days are becoming very hectic and busy. I have to do all in one. I just home my mom will come back soon so she can be with the kids again while I am working during the day.